you know what? everytime that i'm trying to write in here my mind draws up a blank. why? i have no freaking idea. well, anyway here i am in the house with my grandma and the maids again. mom went to bicol this morning so that means i'm gonna be stuck in here for quite awhile. damn! agh... my mind's really not working. i want to write but everytime i try to think of something, my head hurts and then my mind puts a blank. i don't know whether this a side-effect of the drug that i'm taking right now. don't get me wrong, it's not narcotic drugs but it's a pill that can make you lose weight. it's the same one that abey and ate maan drank. i can testify that it does work but ever since i started drinking it, i always feel light headed and my stomach feels funny. i know i should stop taking it but the thought of losing weight faster is really appealing to me that i can't stop. but i didn't take one today, i decided that i should take every other day to lessen the side effects. although, it says in the instructions to take it twice, i only take it once, hehehe.... i'm not that stupid to actually follow it step by step. anyway, i'm currently looking for a gym but unfortunately, i still haven't find one. maybe later in the day, i'll go out and look again after paying the bills and calling lolo ranier. tensai is supposed to come here today, i don't know if she's actually gonna go. i'm gonna call her to later. ok, i'll stop. i'm getting sleepy (finally!) so i'm grab it while it's here. ja.