wah~! it's damn freaking hot!!! i can actually feel the heat rolling around in my body. i almost had a heat stroke a while ago while i was waiting for a bus in front of megamall, the heat was so intense, to the point that i was beginning to suffocate because of it. argh... this is the effect of global warming. >.< i want to save electricity by not using the air condition but there's just no way around it because of the heat. anyway, enough of the frigging summer. i'm starting school this monday. wee~.... not! it's not that i'm not excited, it's just that... i don't know. i don't feel that enthusiastic about it. of course i'm thankful that at last, i'm going back to school and that i have something to do finally.but i guess it's because of the fact that i won't be seeing anyone from my friends. i'm still not used to the fact that they're ahead of me now... i still feel like i failed one whole year of class. i'm not depressed about it, i just feel awkward being with people who are one year younger than me. ah well, there's no use in complaining about it now. i'm planning to join one of the commitees this coming 1st sem and luckily be elected as one of the class' officers so i can be in the batch government. that way, i can still mingle with my original batchmates and maybe i can see him by chance. there's no backing out now. i'm going to do my best in class and i'm going to show him that i can actually be at par with him when it comes to studies. all i need is God's guidance and my faith. i won't disappoint them.

current mood: blah

current music: barely breathing (duncan sheik)