ah... it's been a long time since i last posted in here. anyway, a lot of things happened in the past month. one, i've started to go back to school. two, i've made new friends. three, i've gone to two car shows in the span of a month and four, i'm living my life in the fast lane. a lot of changes has happened to me and i can't say whether they are good or bad or whatever. i'm still not used to the fact that i'm a year late than my original batch... i have a feeling that this is something that i will be bitter about for a very long time. not that i don't get along with my classmates, in fact i'm doing fine for someone who didn't study for a whole year. i'm still adjusting to my new environment i guess. my other two friends who are also like me are handling far better than me... maybe it's because that they are the ones who decided to stop for a year... my case is different. i have no choice but to stop, it's forced upon me not something that i did on my own. if i can only turn back the time and alter the chain of events leading into this situation then i will be with my original batch, with all of my friends. i feel so uneasy walking in campus and only seeing a few familiar faces unlike before. it's so... surreal to me. tim keeps on telling me that i should let go of the fact that we're supposed to be senior students now but it's not that easy for me because all the things that i know are there, all the things that i am familiar with. that's why everytime that i see a friend of mine in level IV, i always go over them and hang-out with them. this will take me a long time to get used to but i guess i'm a good actress coz' no body seems to notice that i'm bitter about my situation. maybe my friends can see it but my classmates can't, they even thought that i'm the same age as they are. anyway, i am glad that i found friends in my class coz' they are the only ones that i know in the entire batch, except for michelle of course. they're nice to hang-out with and they're also wacky to boot. imagine taking pictures at mcdonald's with a phone camera! hehehe.... XD that's why i like being with them. i guess that's it for the time being coz' it's already late and i can feel my mom is going to call me any minute now. ja na!