today must  be one of those interesting days that i had. first off, i already got my grade and guess what?! i passed and kept my promise!!! i don't have a grade lower than 2.25... yipee!!! those sleepless nights are really worth it, hehehe,,,, XD unfortunately, not so many made it in our class. it's sad that so many of them will have to leave FEU just because of that, that is so unfair and what's even more sad is that iya is among them. she's one of my close friends this summer and she's a part of the flagellum friends. now we'll not be complete because she's going to transfer to another school. how sad..... = ( nweiz, on to other things. we went to the mall this afternoon to watch the da vinci code but first i will tell the incident in the train. tim and i were talking about one of her accidents in a bus ride wherein she fell when the bus suddenly braked. when she stood up after that, a guy offered her a seat but her stop is the next one so she refused. i made a nasty comment after that. i said, "hi2ntayin pang may ma-aksidente bago magpa-upo, ang bastos." right after i said that, the guy sitting next to me suddenly stood up and went away. at first i thought that he saw someone he knew but when he went to the far side of the train that's the time that i realized that he was hit by my remark! i was so ashamed! i didn't mean that remark for him, it just so happened that that was what tim and i were talking about. i refused to look at the guy after that even though tim and iya was blatantly looking at him. i really didn't mean that!!! nway, the second interesting event was when we were in the cinema watching the da vinci code, there were two girls sitting at our back who were talking loudly to each other about the film. they kept going at it even though we were already making loud comments but it seems that they don't get the point. it was irritating and it really got on my nerves that i turned to them and said "excuse me" just to shut them up! thank goodness that they remained quiet after that or i wouldn't know what to to do. then the third one was when a handkerchief suddenly landed in between me and tim. we were so startled that we were speechless and burst out snickering. the handkerchief actually belong to one of the girls that were talking out loud. my face was like, "what the hell?! 0.o" then after watching the movie, we spent the whole time left playing at tz in g4 that when we left, the mall was already closed. i was like, OMG!!! i couldn't believe it! it was my first time to be in g4 during their closing time. i became a little frantic coz' i don't know which exit to use and the other passage ways are blocked, not to mention that it was quite dark. thank goodness that there were guards roaming the area. so we asked directions from them on how to exit the mall. all in all, this day is quite interesting and this will become one of the memorable days that i had with my friends. hehehe... XD peace out men!

ah... it's been a long time since i last posted in here. anyway, a lot of things happened in the past month. one, i've started to go back to school. two, i've made new friends. three, i've gone to two car shows in the span of a month and four, i'm living my life in the fast lane. a lot of changes has happened to me and i can't say whether they are good or bad or whatever. i'm still not used to the fact that i'm a year late than my original batch... i have a feeling that this is something that i will be bitter about for a very long time. not that i don't get along with my classmates, in fact i'm doing fine for someone who didn't study for a whole year. i'm still adjusting to my new environment i guess. my other two friends who are also like me are handling far better than me... maybe it's because that they are the ones who decided to stop for a year... my case is different. i have no choice but to stop, it's forced upon me not something that i did on my own. if i can only turn back the time and alter the chain of events leading into this situation then i will be with my original batch, with all of my friends. i feel so uneasy walking in campus and only seeing a few familiar faces unlike before. it's so... surreal to me. tim keeps on telling me that i should let go of the fact that we're supposed to be senior students now but it's not that easy for me because all the things that i know are there, all the things that i am familiar with. that's why everytime that i see a friend of mine in level IV, i always go over them and hang-out with them. this will take me a long time to get used to but i guess i'm a good actress coz' no body seems to notice that i'm bitter about my situation. maybe my friends can see it but my classmates can't, they even thought that i'm the same age as they are. anyway, i am glad that i found friends in my class coz' they are the only ones that i know in the entire batch, except for michelle of course. they're nice to hang-out with and they're also wacky to boot. imagine taking pictures at mcdonald's with a phone camera! hehehe.... XD that's why i like being with them. i guess that's it for the time being coz' it's already late and i can feel my mom is going to call me any minute now. ja na!

it's official... i am an insoniac. i woke up at 3:30 am to go to the restroom and had been awake ever since. no matter what i try to do, i couldn't find sleep or rather, it's elusive to me. everytime that i'm about to finally doze off, something would happen like my muscles aching so i need to turn the other way, my back itching or nature calling. after an hour and a half of fruitless tossing and turning, i gave up my hopes of falling back to sleep and ended up in here. so, in between those times that i was trying to fall back to sleep, endless scenarios were running inside my head, mostly with uly in it. and i also realized that i really shouldn't force myself to sleep when i'm not sleepy yet coz' i always end up waking up way too early. i should've just write down some drabbles last night or surfed the internet. but anyways, what's done is done and i'm already here. i hope that i can get some sleep later in the day although that is a bit doubtful since sare and i have some plans for today. i just don't know if we're going to push through with it. if not, then i'm going to grab the chance to get some of my well-deserved z's. alright, there's nothing much to write anymore. i'm going, ja!