wah~! it's damn freaking hot!!! i
can actually feel the heat rolling around in my body. i almost had a heat
stroke a while ago while i was waiting for a bus in front of megamall, the heat
was so intense, to the point that i was beginning to suffocate because of it.
argh... this is the effect of global warming. >.< i want to save
electricity by not using the air condition but there's just no way around it
because of the heat. anyway, enough of the frigging summer. i'm starting school
this monday. wee~.... not! it's not that i'm not excited, it's just that... i
don't know. i don't feel that enthusiastic about it. of course i'm thankful
that at last, i'm going back to school and that i have something to do
finally.but i guess it's because of the fact that i won't be seeing anyone from
my friends. i'm still not used to the fact that they're ahead of me now... i
still feel like i failed one whole year of class. i'm not depressed about it, i
just feel awkward being with people who are one year younger than me. ah well,
there's no use in complaining about it now. i'm planning to join one of the
commitees this coming 1st sem and luckily be elected as one of the class'
officers so i can be in the batch government. that way, i can still mingle with
my original batchmates and maybe i can see him by chance. there's no backing
out now. i'm going to do my best in class and i'm going to show him that i can
actually be at par with him when it comes to studies. all i need is God's
guidance and my faith. i won't disappoint them.
current mood: blah
current music: barely breathing (